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Seriously thinking I want to move to the UK post-college

Today was the perfect girly day

·Went shopping ( I got so many cute things! I can’t wait to wear them all.)
·Took a super relaxing bubble bath
·Put on a chocolate face mask. Yes, it smells like chocolate too. It was amazing.
Listeners to Taylor Swift and One Direction (doing girly things like all this or doing my hair or something makes me want to listen to pop music. I don’t know why haha oh well.

Lovely day :)

Aww this sounds perfect

Since the start of 2012 I've:

Since the start of 2012 I’ve:
Cross off what you’ve done:

Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.
Been on a long car/bus journey.
Passed an exam.
Met someone who’s now an important part of my life.
Cried on someone’s shoulder.
Had a massive fight with a boy/girl .
Received flowers.
Had a Valentine.
Written a letter using pen & paper.
Gone to see a therapist
Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
Read a really good book.
Gone to the zoo.
Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
Traveled by train.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Spent the day out in the sun getting a tan
Slammed a door out of frustration.
Had an anxiety attack.
Babysat for a friend’s child.
Had a BBQ
Gone to the fair.
Gone bowling.
Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.
Gone on a date.
Been the only sober one on a night out.
Helped someone home after they had been drinking.
Stayed up all night.
Talked on the phone for over two hours.
Supported someone who’d received bad news.
Watched some kind of live sporting event.
Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.
Cried as a result of exam stress.
Met some incredible new people.
Gone to great parties.
Fallen backwards off a chair.
Broken my glasses.
Worn a watch for the first time in years.
Cried over someone in my past.
Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.
Thrown up.
Cried over a film.
Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boy/girlfriend.
Fought with someone in public.
Been in a relationship for a year or longer.
Cried in front of someone I adored.

I absolutely love this. This had made me realize what an amazing year I really have had. But seeing a lot of it altogether, the good mixed with the bad. I love it all. I lived. I went through a lot of these things and it was great. Time to do it all again and more next year! I cannot wait, and I cannot wait to do it all with some amazing people.

(Source: hannahecha, via blas-femme)

Good sex puts me in the best mood

I’m obviously an idiot

Sorry for bothering you

I just want someone…

  • to have sex with me
  • cuddle with me
  • sleep over (when I don’t have to wake up early and am willing to share my bed)
  • talk to me occasionally
  • do things with me (if I’m not busy)
  • expect no commitment from me
  • expect me not to ask of any commitment in return

Is that really so much to ask for?

My life

Was your first kiss perfect?

It was…awkward. But in kind of a sweet way, I guess. It both of our first kisses and first relationship so yeah.

 

How do you handle breakups?

Umm, surprisingly well. Give me anywhere from a day to a week or two and I’m awesome. First break up was hard. First boyfriend, you think you’re going to get married, you turn out to be wrong that kind of thing.

 

What song did you hear last?

Last one I can remember is Big Jet Plane from my roommate’s computer while she naps. I like it. I’m downloading it. I mean buying it, haha obviously… 

 

What woke you up this morning?

My..body…. Idk I woke up naturally before my alarm. Stayed in bed for another ten, twenty minutes. That’s been happening to me a lot lately actually.

 

If you had to get a tattoo where would you get it?

Ribcage. Also, I have to a get tattoo? Am I in a tattoo shop with, and someone’s got a gun to my head? Wtf

 

Favorite fruit?

Bananas. For phallic purposes CLEARLY

 

Anyone say they wanted to be with you forever?

Yes, two boyfriends. No longer with either though, so I guess you never really know until it’s happening.

 

Are you good at hiding your feelings?

Sometimes, usually really good though. Not necessarily a good thing I believe though.

 

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?

Not anymore :( But they’re just texts at the end of the day. I would much rather choose the consistent love around me over a good morning text every day, no matter how cute they are.

 

Do you remember who you liked this time three months ago?

Yupp. Still feel the same way, but that’ll change eventually.

Ever drank too much and did something you were not supposed to?

Oh dear god yes… NEVER AGAIN. NEVER. AGAIN.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

I know my ex still does. But you know, for now.

 

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?

Yes. Because I don’t want to fucking die. I actually always put it on automatically.

 

How many piercings do you have?

Two in each each and my bellybutton. So three or five. Depending on how you look at it

When someone says we need to talk, what runs through your mind?

FUCK. Some shit is about to go down.

 

What is the biggest turnoff?

Ooh that’s a tough one… I guess someone that just wasn’t nice. I mean, I wouldn’t even want to be around you, let alone be attracted to you at that point. Nice people ftw!

 

Where is your mom right now?

Not sure exactly. Somewhere in the greater southwest Florida area.

 

Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?

Someone else. I love sleeping with someone else. Unless they’re creepy/smelly/snore way too loud/sweaty. Sometimes though if I have to wake up early I’ll prefer to sleep on my own. If not, I get all cozy in the morning and I won’t want to get up.

 

Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?

Closer friends with guys. Probably most are girls though

What are your biggest fears?

Spiders. Other insect like creatures. Truckers. Uncertainty.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

Yes. Way to get all personal, Mr. Survey.

 

Good cook or takes you out a lot?

Ohh. Good cook. But it is nice to be taken out sometimes. Not all the time though. Then it’s not special anymore.

Funny or serious?

Serious when I need him to be. Funny is awesome. But it doesn’t get you anywhere.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

I think Adam…?

Are you shy?

Sometimes, when I don’t really now anyone, and I’m in an unfamiliar environment.

Are you talkative?

YES. Very muchly so. Even my answers for this thing are long…

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?

Obvs, that’s what the friend zone is for.

 

What is the last thing you cooked today?

I made cereal….. I can cook. But I’m in a dorm. And I just haven’t today. I went dining hall.

 

The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?

Many times. He knows me very well. A lot of moments have been shared between us.

 

Do you think that your boyfriend/girlfriend can also be your best friend?

Definitely. My frist boyfriend was my best friend. My last was and still is one of my best friends, especially in college.

 

What are your plans for tomorrow?

Class! Lunch with a new friend. And idk. Whatever life leads me to do.

 

When was the last time you had ice cream?

Two days ago! My RA’s ice cream social!

 

Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?

Haha no. At seven though

 

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?

Yes! I command it to be! But it will be hard to beat today

Have you left some things unsaid with a certain person?

I don’t think so. Maybe if he doesn’t know I still love him, but I’m pretty sure he does

 

Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?

Not really honestly.

 

What’s on your mind?

Well now you go me thinking about still being in love with him and having an incredible day

Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?

NO! I actually really do not. I don’t even want to hook up for a while. I just want to be alone.

 

When did your last hug take place?

Earlier today. I guess at almost eight. This guy just came up to me and started talking to me and then we hugged when we left.

 

Are you a jealous person?

I can be, but more often than not I’m just happy for the person.

 

Are you tired right now?

A little actually even though it’s like ten o’clock. Yeah school has brought my sleeping schedule back haha

 

Do you chew on your straws?

No… wtf. Do people do that?

Have you ever been called a tease?

I think so. I would say I am a bit. But I wouldn’t take it to far.

 

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?

I don’t think so. All nighters I’ve done. But two full days? I don’t think so.

 

Do you cry easily?

Yeah actually. Also when I’m REALLY angry which just makes me more upset. But sometimes I just need to break down for a bit in order to collect myself after and get back to living.

 

What should you be doing right now?

Probably catching up on readings

 

Are you a heavy sleeper?

I don’t think so

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?

I’ve done almost three years and about a year all together. I’m gonna go with yes

 

Are you mad at someone right now?

Not at all. Anger is pointless. If you’re mad at someone, then you’re upset while the other person is just continuing to live their life. You’re not hurting yourself, not them.

 

Do you believe in love?

Yupp. Been in it twice. It’s a beautiful, awful thing.

 

What makes you laugh no matter what?

I don’t know actually. I feel like there’s always an exception depending on my mood.

 

Who was the last person you talked to?

Adam. Just finished hanging out with him

Do you get butterflies around the person you like?

Umm, now a little. Just because we can’t be together anymore, and that’s a hard transition for me because all of those feelings are still there.

 

Will you get married?

I would like too.

 

When was the last time you smiled?

I think when I greeted my RA when I walked in the building. Yupp. That was a few minutes ago.

Do you secretly like someone?

It’s not a secret.

 

Who was the first person you talked to today?

My roommate. She asked if her alarm had gone off. It hadn’t.

 

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

My best friend Ryan. Adam too I suppose though maybe not everything.

 

What are you NOT looking forward to?

More work and more creeps

 

What ARE you looking forward to?

To life just getting better. To meeting new people. To having new experiences. To starting my new job. Just fucking life, man. That’s what I’m looking forward to.

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?

Twice. Again, love is a beautiful, awful thing.

 

Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?

I think I might cry. My second not my first. The first is irrelevant now. But if I saw him kissing another girl, I would probably be devastated. I’ve actually never seen that, and I don’t want to. 

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?

I want to stay in Demarest forEVER 

Are you a forgiving person?

Very honestly. To the point where people don’t even deserve it sometimes

How many TRUE friends do you have?

A few I suppose

Do you fall for people easily?

I think I might like someone easily, but it’s hard for me to actually fall for someone

Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?

Nope. Never happened.

 

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?

A dick.

Lol just kidding! Haha umm water. From the dining hall

 

Who was the last person you drove with?

My dad. Bringing me to school

 

How late did you stay up last night and why?

Umm maybe one? Give or take. No actually I think it may have been more like two. One or two

 

If you could move somewhere else, would you?

New York City I guess? But after graduation. Right now, Rutgers is my home

 

Who was the last person you took a picture of?

Adam I believe. He wanted it somewhere

Can you live a day without TV?

Easily. I do it all the time actually

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?

Two days ago.

Three names you go by..

Lisa Marie. Lisa if the person doesn’t know any better. Lee. Lees

 

Are you currently in a relationship?

Not since two days ago, no.

 

What is your all-time favorite romance movie?

TITANIC

 

Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?

I don’t know. I think some things are meant to be, but that also means that some people were meant to be alone maybe. That’s really sad, but I mean, we can’t all have the same fate.

 

What’s your current problem?

Right now, I’m the king of the world! Titanic quote

 

Have you ever had your heart broken?

Yes. Another beautiful, awful thing. Beauty because it means you’re living. You’re not stagnant. And it usually comes inspiration either for art of just learning something in life. Also, I’ve always found it odd that saying. Yes, I know that it’s not physically your heart that’s broken. But it’s always in your chest that the sinking feeling is felt the worst. Where the burden of the pain is left. Where you feel the most empty

 

Your thoughts of long distance relationships?

They’re hard as shit. You need a really special kind of love and patience to get through them.

 

How many kids do you want to have?

Five, but I’ve yet to meet a guy that’s okay with that, so I don’t know if it’ll actually happen

 

Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?

Usually no